Sunday, December 31, 2006
ooohhhhhhhh..........
BYE BYE.........2006!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
yyyyaaaaaa...........
HELLO........2007~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~
aiyoyooooo....... so fast till the last day of 2006 ady lo.....
haizzzz..... few hours later will be a new year lo.... 2007.....
most people will try to flash back what they have done in the whole year.....
hahax.... me toooo.... ermmmm...... what i have done in this 2006??????
lolx.... this year... i was quite buzy la... buzy with tuition, study[actually i didnt study la...XD], playing, and taking exams.....XD...... aiyoooo..... now.... my mind flashed back.....i didnt do anything or even one thing that can be proud of it in this year le....haizzz....so dissapointed....
what i have done in this year ooo????? actually myself also dont know..... [blur.....]
Friday, December 29, 2006
today.... afternoon... went megamall....haizzzz.....met lots of friends.....old friends and new friends also got la... but dont know why i felt like dont wanna meet them....[maybe just because of my result....] when XXX and i saw them.... .... then both of us got the same idea and ran far far away quickly....lolx....
lolz....damn tired today....this was the first time i went shopping till so tired..[yooo...my pity feet...]..lolx...XD....who said that all girls love shopping til didnt feel tired har????? [ermmm....maybe i am not the 1....hahax...]
i went about 1:30pm like that....then waited my friend lo...1st we went to buy some reference books....then we went to find school bag lo.... haizzz....what a school bag la.... all also not nice 1.... and not 'our' cup of tea....hahax...it's hard to find a bag that suit my taste la....haiiiizzzzz........then XX said wanna buy magazine..so we walked to news mag and MBS and back to Popular again....we have walked around megamall again and again....[i found that...it's not big at all....] damn boring.... ...3:55pm... XX said have to go dy.... left me alone....so how... i went shopping alone for 30 minuets....then found back my sister.... ....then went with her lo... ... aiyooo.... shopping again....lolx....i have walked there many many times dy lo....[ at least got 6 times....] i mean i have walked the whole building at least 6 times aarrr.....from the bottom to the top.....then from the top to the bottom again.... lolxxxx.....my feet aaarrr....so pity....***we didnt use the elevator le...cause too crowded....*** about 5:30pm....my mom said came and fetch us lo....that time i was so happy cause my pity feet can get rest dy....haiiizzzz..... but how i know my mom suddenly said she wanna shopping a while....oooohhhhhh!!!!!!!!! my godddd!!!!!!!!!! i really tired le.....but how???? she's my mom le....so i have to respect her de mah....then walked and walked again.... i think those salesgirls or sales mans also recognised me lor.....XD... they must be very curious why i walked here so many times....hahax....[i think they must thought i am a thief that went there watched the condition....]lolx.... hahaxxxx..... then we shopping till 7:30pm only went home....lolzzz....i went there from 1:30pm to 7:30pm le..... like working as a part time....but work as a part time is better than me la....cause when you tired you can rest mah....but i walked here walked there non-stop le....[6 times + accompanied my mom shopping =wau!!!!! i think at least got 9 or 10 times i walked there....]... but never mind la..... when school reopen i think i wont get the time to go shopping dy la.... form 4 dy wor.... must study more harder...[even though i cant get good result la...but still need to work hard...right??]
hahaxxx..... today i laugh the most..... cause my dad came back dy mah..... i didnt feel so so sooooooo happy since this few years lo.... my dad is a nice person.... likes to make people laugh.... ....hahax...even he scold us also use a 'nice' way to scold us....[hahax...envy le????]
haizz... today went out so long....missed all the nice show....haizzz.....just now said dont wanna sleep de...cause wanna watch re-run mah....but now cant dy....mommy want me accompany her to my school to do something, what transfer la.... aiya...dont care about what thing la...just go with her la...
"yooooo........ every times called people to sleep earlier then dad yourself also dont wanna sleep earlier.... got a word in chinese :"以身作則" mah.... " said by my deep heart.... hahaxxx..... haizzz.... i have to go to sleep la.... if not... after my dad will come in and say, go to sleep la...., it's for your own good....lolx!!!!!!!! i also memorize it dy lo.... dad...create a new dialogue la....{hahax... he wont see this de....}
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
today.... i got my PMR result..... damn sad la.... of course it was bad.... dont know how to describe my feeling that time.... i felt so nervous[everyone also got abit 1....] and a little bit excited[cause i have to know my result dy...](so contradict ya...) haizzzz..... when i got to know my result..... i dont know i should be happy or sad.... happy cause in our school only 12 people got 8 A's....[so... i got this result also not too bad mah....] sad cause i had dissapointed my parents..... another sad reason was...my friend got abit bad then me...[hey, friend...we are in the same ship..... so dont be sad.... i will be beside you whenever you need me...(you will know who i am talking...)] this morning...when my teacher gave me the result...my heart was jumped out of my body....and it's bleeding that time.....but i force myself to :) smile....but actually i was crying in my deep heart....i just tried to be happy with my result....and i tried to comfort ourself with those things that are positive...like....uhm....at least we can get in to the class that we want....uhm.....at least the result today we got is better than our result in the class....uhm...at least we didnt fail any subject....at least we didnt get a ''Donkey'' in the list....at least we have tried our best to do it.... .... .....anyway.... ok... i dont wanna talk about this morning anymore..... it's damn.....[aiya...dont know how to say la...]......
ok... let's think some happy things to cheer myself up....erm....ya...tomorrow i will hang up with one of my friends.... only this friend can feel my feeling....and also the only friend that have the same idea, way of thinking, and more la... ya...one is enough... i dont like too noise, too crowded, and dont like those ''geh poh'' people....[i hate them...] i loves to be alone[sometimes] whenever i was sad, or something made me worry, or i was mad [remember when you saw my face dont have any smile...becareful...dont come near me...or i will....](aiyooo...joking only la...)
hmmfffmmmm..... next year will another year for me to go.... i dont know it will be.... but i hope it will be a whole new year....that everyone could forgot all those old things and start a new life....but it wouldnt be.... that's people thought... not mine... ... if the god can give me one thing.... all i will ask for....[i think..] is a time machine.... ... so that i can be becareful while i do anything..... and i wont try to get wrong anymore....i will try to do my best.... yet... it's just a dream.... it's impossible to happen in the real life....
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havent get ready to start a new life.... Tuesday, December 26, 2006
what am i doing in this holidayz...?????? eehmffffff......hhhffmmmm.........[breath deeply...] just wasting the time.... haizzzzz..... havent buy my white school shoe, black school shoe[for st john...], school bag, school uniform, and school exercises book..... lolx... it seem like i havent get ready to school ya... ya... nowadays, dont have any mood to prepare this prepare that la... just keep worrying about the result... ..... .... ....
til now... i havent register a tuition class yet... no mood to ask for it...
still left 1 day....my result will be release..... dont know what i get that day.... hope i wont be too sad when i saw the result.... i am still blurrr here.... i dont know i wanna go alone or accompany by my mom....if i go alone i will feel lonely....if accompany by my mom i sure will get scold at the 1st second when i get in the car....errgghhhhh.!!!!!!!!! why every time i have to face this kind of problems....???????? these problems made me headache.... made me contradict with it....
why should i suffer like this...??[i found that this sentence is good to use in all condition...]
i dont know what i wanna write next..... no mood....boring....no mood....boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what should i do next year..???? what i wanna be when i grew up..???? what subject should i pick next year..????[it's the year(2007) for me to pick subject..] how many subjects should i pick..????
still left 3 months... i gonna take a theory exam.... and by now i should be more hardworking... yet...it's different... i am getting more lazy from now.... getting lazy days by days.... how can i improve myself with this behaviour..????......
continue tomorrow....
Monday, December 25, 2006
yeahhhh..... i am back....that party quite fun lo....at least got PS lo....hahax...
that party got many many delicious food.....but my stomach ''bu zheng qi''.... eat some then ''full'' liao....haizzzzz...... still got many havent get the chance to ''test''... luckily...my aunt said refrigerator still lelft some....called me take back home....[hahax...XD] every years christmas my aunt uncle will invite many many people.... ....plus my ''crazy'' cousin's friends.....lolx.... [a bit lack of oxygen....] damn crowd.... i met someone there.... it seem like we knew each other before....but it also seem like not...[so contradict with it...lolx...] aiya...dont bother about it la...it just past...hehehe...christmas didnt go anyway... actually got a potluck party....but i dont wanna go there... maybe course of my feelings of inferiority....all those people that go there will be very smart, clever, pretty and all that la...that kind people[i mean some of them la...] always look down those people who just had been fail 1 time....[maybe some people dont know what i mean...] hmmmm.....whatever la... just forget about it....i would rather hang out with my family than go to that full of ........'s [dont know how to say it out...but some1 will know...] place....
Sunday, December 24, 2006
hmmmmm...... dont know how to describe my mood today..... happy????[i dont think so...] sad????[i wonder what made me sad...] mad????[nothing drives me mad...] haizzzzzz......... i think is boring la..... such a boring christmas eve..... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................ damn boring...!!!!!! just now... noon...went to a relative's wedding dinner...said is dinner but it was in the noon..so must be wedding lunch..right??...XD... that uncle is my mom's brother i think... cause my grandma had told me something about my mom..but that times i was small and i dont bother about what grandma said...now i regret...that must be very important to know my mom background....i tried to ask my grandma again but she refuse to talk about it...[maybe she think i had grew up and dont wanna tell me too many such things...] regret regret regret.!!!!! today...i also tried to ask about this thing but i dont ask so straight la...i turn this corner that corner like that....[like driving ya..] however...mom just answer some and said some dont know... i guess she know de...just dont know let us know only...
i still can remember some that my grandma told me as i was 8 or 9 [i think..].... of course i wont write it here la...i will keep it in the deepest of my heart....
night go to my ''crazy'' cousin's christmas eve party.... this ''crazy'' cousin said got people will present him a handphone[ngage-QD]... crazy 1.... hahax....sort sort de... hahax....
got to go lo...wait for my new post... [maybe this night..]
whatever we do must be an introduction at the start.....
ok... now i am going to introduce myself.....
i am a piano lover...... i love all those piano which is special, lovely, unique, antique piano...... i wish i could be a piano collector one day if i have the ability..... but... i dont know how long can i live... oh ya..i am a music lover too.... to me... no Music no Life... no Piano no Life... no People no Life toooooo..... hahax.... XD... [crazy me..XD] study... depend on my mood lo....but i seldom study 1... i prefer sleeping more than study...so everytime i study i will get to sleep...hehehe.... that's why my results came out like this....maybe this is fate...lolx...such a stupid person wont get good results 1 la.... pmr result is gonna release this few days.... keep worrying...i had tried my best to forget about it.. but i cant...my brain kept remind me days and days... haizzzzz..... stupid brain....even when i am mopping also keep reminding me....still have 4 days to go....dont know how to suffer this 4 days....stupid, crazy brain!!!!!! delete delete delete!!!!!!! touch wood!!!!! [hahax...''somebody''teach me...XD(blekkkkk)] aiyoooo....why talk until so far de???? lolx...see!!! stupid,crazy brain's works!!!!!! arghhhhh!!!!!! ok...ok...now talk about my personality....... i loves reality, loves freedom, loves aggressiveness, loves entertainment and leisure, loves making friends but rarely shows it, ambitious, sharp, low self esteem, honest and loyal, daring and stubborn, rebellious when restricted, determined to reach the goals, dislikes unnecessary things, realizing dreams and hopes, changing personality, quiet[sometimes], shy[sometimes] and humble, too sensitive and easily hurt, abstract thoughts.......... hmmmmmmmmmm....... i think that's all..... sleepy now.... wanna sleep lo.... night everyone........ have a nice dream...........
first of all.... i wanna say that my english is not good at all..... but i will try to improve it..... so..... if there is any wrong grammar used or any mistake, please tell and correct me always..... and i will learn it by hard......
