hmmmmm...... dont know how to describe my mood today..... happy????[i dont think so...] sad????[i wonder what made me sad...] mad????[nothing drives me mad...] haizzzzzz......... i think is boring la..... such a boring christmas eve..... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................ damn boring...!!!!!! just now... noon...went to a relative's wedding dinner...said is dinner but it was in the noon..so must be wedding lunch..right??...XD... that uncle is my mom's brother i think... cause my grandma had told me something about my mom..but that times i was small and i dont bother about what grandma said...now i regret...that must be very important to know my mom background....i tried to ask my grandma again but she refuse to talk about it...[maybe she think i had grew up and dont wanna tell me too many such things...] regret regret regret.!!!!! today...i also tried to ask about this thing but i dont ask so straight la...i turn this corner that corner like that....[like driving ya..] however...mom just answer some and said some dont know... i guess she know de...just dont know let us know only...
i still can remember some that my grandma told me as i was 8 or 9 [i think..].... of course i wont write it here la...i will keep it in the deepest of my heart....
night go to my ''crazy'' cousin's christmas eve party.... this ''crazy'' cousin said got people will present him a handphone[ngage-QD]... crazy 1.... hahax....sort sort de... hahax....
got to go lo...wait for my new post... [maybe this night..]