havent get ready to start a new life.... Tuesday, December 26, 2006
what am i doing in this holidayz...?????? eehmffffff......hhhffmmmm.........[breath deeply...] just wasting the time.... haizzzzz..... havent buy my white school shoe, black school shoe[for st john...], school bag, school uniform, and school exercises book..... lolx... it seem like i havent get ready to school ya... ya... nowadays, dont have any mood to prepare this prepare that la... just keep worrying about the result... ..... .... ....
til now... i havent register a tuition class yet... no mood to ask for it...
still left 1 day....my result will be release..... dont know what i get that day.... hope i wont be too sad when i saw the result.... i am still blurrr here.... i dont know i wanna go alone or accompany by my mom....if i go alone i will feel lonely....if accompany by my mom i sure will get scold at the 1st second when i get in the car....errgghhhhh.!!!!!!!!! why every time i have to face this kind of problems....???????? these problems made me headache.... made me contradict with it....
why should i suffer like this...??[i found that this sentence is good to use in all condition...]
i dont know what i wanna write next..... no mood....boring....no mood....boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what should i do next year..???? what i wanna be when i grew up..???? what subject should i pick next year..????[it's the year(2007) for me to pick subject..] how many subjects should i pick..????
still left 3 months... i gonna take a theory exam.... and by now i should be more hardworking... yet...it's different... i am getting more lazy from now.... getting lazy days by days.... how can i improve myself with this behaviour..????......
continue tomorrow....
