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vivIen(low viven), 17, 13fEB91, aQuarIus, *complicated person, *weird personality, *good listener, *love music...[no music no life], *fall in love with mUsIc InstrUmEnts, *musician wanna be...

The-Lady

The girl who is so lost without you.

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..YOU
..YOU
..& ONLY YOU

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> the 100th post..
> sorry...
> DeAD
> ph0tos
> hmmfff....
> wondering....
> random...
> bought it...
> arrghhh~~~~
> sorry friends...

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the 100th post..
Monday, June 2, 2008

oohhhmygoodneesss~~~~~~~~~~
i cant imagine that my 100th post has be ended like that...
oohhmybuddhaa~~~~
..................
it's just..
too simple...
too flat...
too calm...
too safe...
too ordinary...
too peaceful...
too suppress...
toooooooooo.........

haiixzz....
hffmm...
never mind...
my pc will be going to hospital tomorrow...

wait for my pc get recover and home...
and of course...

wait for my next post...
the 101st post...
101 will be the start of my blogging life...
*actually i should say the back of blogging life...*xD

bllaahhh~~~~~~
whatever...

i will reactivate this blog page as well as rearrange all the messy pages...
and and and...
there will be a surprise for everyone who reading this blog page as well...
hehex...





to myself.:..
welcome back to blogging life...
yeeaahhh~~~~

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sorry...
Sunday, February 10, 2008

oohh..
sorry friends...
since here's the holidays...
i'll try to get some time to upload my long long ago china trip's photo yaa....
yet... today's already sunday...
and i only get one more day rest...
that's monday.... yaa.. tomorrow....
but i still got an account tuition class...
bllahh~~~~~~
anyways...
i'll try my very upmost best to get some time....
ok...
opss...
i forgot to great you all....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wish you have a prosperous day..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-bye then-

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DeAD
Saturday, February 9, 2008

OoohhmybuDDhaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
my blog is nearly D-E-A-D-------------------------

oohhhmyy...
i'm freaking busy since the school reopen...
hellll~~~~~~~~~~~~
all works ''POP'' out....
.........
......................
POP 不是汽水..不是汽水..
POP 是天然口味..有气矿泉水..
没有味素..没有色素..
POP 就是 POP~~~~~
bllaa~~~~~~~~
suddenly heard the radio advertise this....
=,=!!!

ok.. back to the main....
yaayaa....
busy...
Busy....
BUsy.....
BUSy......
BUSY.......
BUSY........
B-U-S-Y.........
B-U-S-Y..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and my homeworkssssss..........................
as high as a mountain as well................
x.#
plus... CCA....[co-curiculum activities]
oooohhmygoddd.....
i gonna die soon......
i nearly cant breath in the oxygen.....
i feel stress...
yaa... is stress...
stress....
STRESS almost 'guide' me to death......
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....
..
.

i'm stress...

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ph0tos
Sunday, December 23, 2007

okies...i think i gonna upload those china trip's photosssssss....
but.. it's too much... so i'm gonna separate it into fews posts...
hehez..
hmmff... however i think my photos will make you feel bored...
haiixzz... whatever laa... dont care laa...
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just a random shot...

another random shot.. it's in KLIA... =.=

ooh well.. it's raining before we ''fly''...

my.... dinner..?? or late high tea..?? or ....

hmm... i think i should name it ''the meal before dinner'' during the flight... xD as we had it at around 5.45pm... lolx...
my ''面条''... it's something tasted like spaghetti... as you can see... there're tomatoes, green chillies, fish meat, and some sauce that taste like spaghetti's sauce...

huh...????? how come my image become like this huh..??
ohh well... i'm gonna try it again....
trust me... i didnt edit it...
heyy... how come it became like this..???
is there any problem with blogger...???
hffmm...
ohh well... i think i have to upload it tomorrow...
maybe there are some problems with it....
well......
well....
well..

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hmmfff....
Wednesday, December 19, 2007

hmmff...
okay.... i think i gonna upload those china trip's photosss....
ok laa... listen to my heart laa....
my heart said... just post it laa... no matter what... this is your blog wat... dont cares about what others said... do what you think it's right... then just do it well...
hmm... ok.. i'm going to post it...
yet.. not now... cause i'm tired now... due to yesterday (*i mean tuesday..)
i went to attend the dont know what undang-undang khusus.. what KPP laa.. (*something about the law of roads' course...)
ohhhmybuddhaaa~~~~~~ what the hell..~~!!!!??????? okies.. i'll post the detail later....

well... i'm off to KL later.... yeahhhh~~~~!!!!!!!!!! hahax... buddhaa, god, jesus bless me.... hope there's no flood any more... hehe... i'll start my journey at around 6.00am... so... i have to sleep now... just take a short rest... as now's already 1.15am... hahax... xD~~~~
well well well.... i'll try my very very best to wake up at around 3.45am laa... to post my other blogposts... hahax...

okies~~~~
hmmff....
finally...
eventually...

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wondering....
Friday, December 14, 2007

wondering..
wondering....
wondering......
wondering........

i'm wondering...
i'm wondering......
i'm wondering.........
i'm wondering............

i'm still wondering....
i'm still wondering........
i'm still wondering............
i'm still wondering................

ok.. enough....
i'm wondering whether i should post my china trip's photo or not....
no why...
it just some pressure came from my dad...
....... =x ...... @_@ ...... x.x ...... +_+ ...... (**speechless**)
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finally bought the sony card reader... and yeah... i put it into pc and let my dad 'enjoy' it...
BUT then.... know what...??!!! he said what i took/captured are all rubbish....[*highlight it if you cant see the word..*]
okay.... i accept it... besides admit it... what should i do...? there seem like dont have any other choices...
no choice...
i chose to accept what came out from my dad's mouth....
okay... that's really hurt...
yeaa... it's hurt my deepest heart....
that's why i'm wondering....
whether i should post those photos or not gonna post those photos...

wondering..
i'm wondering...
i'm still wondering....

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random...

okies... i'm stress enough this fews days.... have been doing add maths question that makes me headache..... haiixzz... no choice... my add maths is worst... and i have to improve improve improve and improve....i wish i can get an A for it... or even a B3 for it....
anyways... as long as i have try my very best....





Take this test!


While others may bounce from holiday parties to family gatherings to malls and back again, your holiday season is driven by something else altogether: relaxation. Although a little eggnogging and hobnobbing aren't so bad, you don't need to don a reindeer sweater and sing carols around the neighborhood to appreciate the spirit of the holidays.


In fact, your idea of holiday bliss may be booking a flight to a tropical locale or jetting off to the mountains for a snowbound getaway. No such luck? As long as your plans involve some good old R&R, you're sure to be merry. So sit back, relax, and say ho-ho-ho to another restful holiday season!



Take this test!
You like to keep people guessing — whether it's your ever-changing look or your ability to mix the old and the new. You like to stay on the cutting edge of fashion and style, but you also enjoy bringing out your edgy side with fun and unexpected pieces.

Always looking to test boundaries and experiment, you don't mind taking a fashion risk or two in order to come up with a unique and influential look. But by the time the rest of the world has caught on, you'll have moved on to your next, big thing. So mix it up!

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bought it...
Tuesday, December 11, 2007

yeaaaahh~~~....
i bought the sony card reader....
hmm... it's quite expensive.... T.T
it cost me RM35...
arrghhh~~~~~~ money gone....
hmm... never mind laa...
as long as it can be used in many ways... hehex...

it's an All-In-One Sony Card Reader... that's why i said it can be used in many ways... hehe...
besides camera's.... i still can use it on the sony ericsson handphone's memory card...
**okie... even though i dont have one currently... it doesnt mean that i wont get one in my future right.... yaa.. i mean future... perhaps... some day i get money or even moneyssssss (*ok.. broken english here... 'money' dont have ''sssssss''.... xD~~)..... then i will get many many cell phone with different brand... hahax... (*silly thinking here...)
then i have to get all those different brands' card reader.... just like those cell phone stalls... hahax....
ok ok... enough enough... dont go too far far away.... later i cant come back.... xD ok... come back..!!!!!!

hmmm....
i'll try my best to upload those photo.....
within this week..... (*i think...)
or else...
i wont any free time any more....


arrgghhh~~~~~
school is gonna reopen....
hell~~~~!!~~~~~!!~~~~~~

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arrghhh~~~~
Sunday, November 25, 2007

arrggghhhh~~~~~~~~~
i cant upload my china trip's photo...
haiixzz....
the problem is...
i dont have the Sony card reader....
haiixzzz... that's why i cant upload those photo....

hmm... i have to wait till my dad come back... and.. go and buy the Sony card reader....
then only i can upload those photo.... haiuxxz....
oohmybuddhaa~~~~~~
still have to wait a long time....

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buddha bless me....

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sorry friends...
Wednesday, November 14, 2007

hey.. sorry yaa...
i have lack of time now...
so i cant make my promise to blog about the camera...
really sorry here...

i gonna fly tomorrow...
ok.. it's a little bit pressing....
hmff.. however i still can handle it as well...
the flight is about 5pm... and 3pm have to check in...
so... i gonna leave on tomorrow morning at 9.30am to KL...
...........
okies.. there is not much time left anymore...
i have to sleep now... or else i have not enough energy and vigour...
so sorry... this is such a short post...
i will try to get online when i am in china...
i try my best laa...

night~~~
have a nice dream~~

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I'm back~~!!!
Tuesday, November 6, 2007

O-M-G~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!
i have not been blogging for a month~~!!!!!!!!!!!
O0o0Ohhhh My Buddha~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my blog is DYING~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as you can see.. my blog archive is getting down and down and down....
ohh well... i gonna blog as much as i can within this week...
or else i will not be able to blog at 15th of Nov till 22th of Nov... hehex...
I'm going to China~~~~ yeahh~~~~!!!!!!!!!
ok... this is my first time to ''step out'' of Malaysia...
wiieee~~~~~ xD

ok.. i promise i will try my best to capture all those nice scene.. hehex... as there're many nice landscape right... hehe..
hmm... i think i have to ''persuade'' my dad to buy a new digital camera for me... xD~~ as my digital camera has too little function and it's abit too heavy for me to carry it... xD~~~ (*just as an excuse...) hehex..
however... i wanna persuade my dad to buy a new, easy to carry, nice-looking, great function for me... hehehex... shhh~~~~ xD~~~~

ok.. i will post it when i got it... hehex.. wiieee~~~~~

bye...

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如果有一名哥哥
Thursday, October 4, 2007

从小到大, 我一直渴望拥有一名哥哥.. 小时候看见女同学的身边有一个高大威猛的身影保护她们时, 我多么希望自己也有一名哥哥, 牵着我的小手带我四处奔跑..

年纪再长大一点, 我最喜欢聆听女同学们谈论她们的哥哥.. 每次谈及这些哥哥们如何疼惜自己的妹妹时, 朋友的笑容中有一种既甜蜜又骄傲的神情; 当然, 要是谈到兄妹争吵的时刻, 她们的样子就会从甜蜜变成无奈, 偶尔还会听见有人抱怨哥哥太粗鲁,, 心思不够缜密等..


尽管如此, 我还是非常羡慕有哥哥为她们挡风遮雨的朋友, 在她们的白马王子还没有出现以前, 与哥哥在一起生活的日子, 占了成长岁月中大部分时光.. 她们心目中的英雄除了有父亲的影子, 也有哥哥的影子..

有些朋友和哥哥的关系何其要好亲密, 特别是那种只有一子一女的家庭, 哥哥既是她的玩伴也是同伴, 是她的倾诉对象也是生活导师, 生命中因为有个哥哥陪伴, 她的生活不再孤单; 和男朋友吵架后有哥哥的安慰, 擦一擦眼泪又能重新振作..

在成长过程中让我如斯渴望有一名哥哥, 也许是因为我身为长女的关系吧.. 受委屈的时候, 我多么期待有个高大的身影站在身旁为我出头; 受伤时, 可以肆意地在哥哥的胸膛上留下眼泪鼻涕; 开心的时候可以和哥哥痛快畅饮; 和父母争执后, 哥哥能够理解我当下的心情并且愿意听我倾诉..

当来到人生交叉点不知何去何从时, 我希望有个哥哥给予指引, 他最好是个无所不知,, 无所不会的通才, 他最好是本百科全书任由我翻阅探索, 我能够从他的身上找到答案, 解除心中所有的疑问..

如果有个哥哥可以依靠,, 可以撒娇,, 可以任意妄为, 那有多好!! 看见女孩们在哥哥面前蛮不讲理时, 我也希望有个可以纵容我的哥哥, 在我偶尔发发脾气时, 会哄我开心...........

兄弟姐妹是一辈子的事, 只因无从选择.... 所以应该珍惜...
我虽然从小渴望拥有一个哥哥, 可是在成长过程中却从来不曾失去要好的异性朋友, 我相信.. 这是我另一种福份..

如果说女人的一生中会有两个深深爱着她的男人, 一个是她的父亲另一个是她的丈夫; 那么我相信, 有些女人何其幸运, 因为她还多了一个哥哥....

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TO : my phone....

aaaaa@@@@@rrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

i LOST MY PHONE.....!!!!!!!!!!! ='(

my phone~~~~
my handphone~~~~
my beloved handphone~~~~
please come out....
please come out quickly laaa~~~~~
please laaaa~~~~~~ @,@!!!

i know you're hiding somewhere else in my house~~~~
please dont hide anymore~~~~
please dont play hide and seek anymore~~~~
you knew i cant find you....
please @,@....
come out laaa~~~~
PLEASE~~~~....!!!!


*#*# i swear...
*#*# i wont simply put you on somewhere else...
*#*# i will take 100% care of you...
*#*# please...
*#*# @,@''

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KIDS~~!!!!!!
Sunday, September 16, 2007

okiess...
yesterday night had a birthday party for my litter sister...
hmm... it's pretty nice laa... but abit boring....

however... i kept on taking photo with those pretty cute and adorable kids...~~!!!!!! hehex....XD let's see.... ^^





hheyhey...~~~ we are having a date here...~~~ why you spoilt our date huh...~~??? XD hehex...


LOOK..!!!!!! she is soo0o0o0oooo000 ADORABLE~~!!!!!!! >,<>

she is just to0 to0 t0o t0o ADORABLE~~~!!!!!!!! (*arrgghhh~~!!!!! killing me..~~!!!!) lolx.... Brenda~~~ i LOVE you...~~!!!!!! XD (*she is from Singapore...) bllaa~~~


hhmmm... this picture is bllurrr~~~ (*i knew..) even though it is bllurr... her smile is still cute and attracting me...~~~ huhuhuhuu~~~~ XP




wiiieee~!~~~~~~~~~ i LOVE this picture the MOST~~~~!!!!!!!! hehex... XD both of them are sisters.... but..!! their personalities is different at all..!!!!! lolx... hhmm... is the small girl angry with me...??? or i am too ugly and fat that make her dont wanna take photo with me..??? lolx... whatever.... hahax.... the picture is still nice~~~~~

blllaaa~~~~~blluuuu~~~~~Bllllaaaaablllaaaaa~~~~~~
hahax...^^

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曾几何时...
Saturday, September 15, 2007

曾几何时...
我爱上了我的家....
爱上了我家电视....
爱上了我家冰箱....
爱上了我家厨房....
爱上了我家厕所....

曾几何时...
我爱上了我的房间....
爱上了我的床....
爱上了我的电脑....
爱上了我的闹钟....
爱上了我的手机....
爱上了我的书橱....
爱上了我的书桌....
爱上了我的书包....
爱上了我的书本....
爱上了我的功课....
爱上了我的钢琴....
爱上了我的乐谱....

曾几何时...
我爱上了我的家人....
爱上了我的爸爸....
爱上了我的妈妈....
爱上了我的公公....
爱上了我的婆婆....
爱上了我的妹妹....

曾几何时....
我爱上了我的朋友....
不分男女....
爱上了我的小朋友....
不分男女....
爱上了我身边的每一个朋友....
不分老少....

曾几何时...
我爱上了我的自由....
爱上了我的音乐....
爱上了我的创作....
爱上了我的改词....
爱上了我的曲子....
爱上了我的部落格....
爱上了我的每一篇文字....

曾几何时...
我爱上了我的宁静....
爱上了静静的午夜....
爱上了静静的轻音乐....
爱上了宁静的享受....
爱上了宁静的凌晨....
爱上了安静的每一个日子....

曾几何时...
我爱上了我的蓝色....
爱上了淡淡蓝蓝的天空....
爱上了灰灰蓝蓝的阴天....
爱上了浅浅蓝蓝的云....
爱上了深深蓝蓝的海....
爱上了深灰浅蓝的海豚....

曾几何时...
我爱上了我的绿色....
爱上了黄黄绿绿的树....
爱上了深浅分明的雨林....
爱上了靛靛绿绿的湖....
爱上了广大绿绿的草场....

曾几何时...
我爱上了大自然的美妙....
爱上了这个世界的奇特....
爱上了这个地球的奥妙....
爱上了这个海洋的神秘....
爱上了每个岛屿的奇妙....

正因为...
我拥有了的我的一切一切....
所以我爱上了我的一切一切....

正因为...
我爱上了他们....
所以我懂得珍惜..珍稀....
珍惜...
我身边的每一个
人....
事....
物....

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silly & crazy...
Friday, September 7, 2007

hhmmm.... gonna post something what i actually wanna post on last few days...
hhfffmmm.....
i think...
i am really addicted to scribble... XD
or i shall say... i love drawing...???
anyways...
one thing i can say it for sure is...
I LOVE ART...!!!!!! [hehex...]
had helped my sis to finish up her drawing on last monday....
ok... i admit i am abit silly, crazy, stupid, siao and whatever....
that i helped her to finish up the art by didnt sleep at all the whole night..!!!!!!
i think i was something wrong that night....
then... the next day... i went to school and slept for almost 4 and a half period at school... lolx... WELL DONE..!!!!! [hahax...]

i started my sleep right after the finished of add maths period, the beginning of the english language period... and woke up in the middle of recess time.... all i have to ''thanks'' for those disgusting prefect.!!!! (*hnnggg~!!!!) spoilt my sleep~!!! bllaa~~ whatever... [** i wonder why the teacher didnt complain about me..???] {perhaps... i am siting at the side of the class... soo nobody will notice the absent of mine..???} lolx...

besides drawing... i didnt forget to capture the whole procedure....[heihei~~]
just for fun and to blog it here... XD
actually there were still 2 or 3 fail products... that nearly made me crazy and emo... @nd i did it again and again.... @,@ i forgot to capture them... [aiikss~~]

okiess.. the following photos was the successful product.... (*hehex...)









front view of the half-made product


back view of the half-made product

the successful art piece...!!!!!
the front and back view of my successful art piece~~!!!!!! *wiiieee~~~~~







and eventually...
my eye bags were dark and black....
*i was mad...
GREAT~~!!!!!

















the last of the day.... =,=

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N3rV0u5 habits~~~
Saturday, September 1, 2007

Many people have nervous habits that they like to break but cannot. They try all sorts of methods but nothing seems to work. Perhaps, they do not try hard enough and have allowed these habits to become a part of them.

One of the most common nervous habits is nail biting. The incidence of nail biting is exceptionally high. As many males as females bite their nails, although females seem more concerned about the problem, probably because of their greater concern about their appearance. According to a survey conducted in America, 45% of teenagers, 25% of college students and 10% of adults over 35 years of age bite their nails! We can conclude that a majority of people are nail biters at some stage of their lives.

Many of these nervous habits start as normal behaviour. Nail biting often starts because of simple irregularities of the nail and the person bites them to keep the nails in shape. Before long the person unconsciously begins to bite his nails every time he is bored. Some people also pick up a habit by imitating others, especially members of the immediate family. That is why some bad habits seem to run in the family.

Habits often begin at a low frequency and gradually increase over a period of months or years. The result is that the habits eventually becomes part of the person and he will soon be oblivious to it. For example, even though the habit is so conspicuous and noticeable to others, the nail biter is often surprised to realize that his fingers are in contact with his teeth. He bites his nails while reading, listening, watching television or even driving without being conscious of it.

(**i am not this kind of nervous habits laa~~~~) lolx...
this is just an english essay that given by my english tutor... which as our ''tuition homework''...
##of course this is the one that had been marked by my english tutor laa~~~~
hehex... XD

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-----To feel brave act as if you were brave use all your will to that end and courage will very likely replace fear. Soon you will not know the meaning of fear.-----

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a touched mail...
Thursday, August 23, 2007


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after finished reading this....
i felt that... i am really fortunate....
i really appreciate what i have now....
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Never complain that life isn't fair because life isn't fair. But dont waste time worrying about the past, use your creative energy to work for the future...

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yeaa....

hhmmm..... actually....
i should blog this post before the holidays....
anyways.... i am gonna post it now........
hehex....

y33333@@@@@@~~~~~~~~~~~~~
at last....
finally....
at the end....
eventually....

my dad bought me a piano...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(*of course it happened before this holidays laa... hehex...)
(*even though it's a bit long time ago.... yet i'm still very excited...!!!!!!!!)
wwwiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hehexzxx.....

here's my piano....
(*even though it's a second hand dee....)
(*i dont care.... its sound's nice.... ^^)
(*branded piano...---kawai...)

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We live in the present, we dream of the future, and we learn eternal truths from the past. Live your live well, it is all that you've got.

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childhood memories.....
Tuesday, August 21, 2007


wwuuuuuu~~~
hhhuuuuuuuu~
my CHILDHOOD MEMORIES..!!!
hahax....

okie... maybe some people shall say...
''just an ordinary A&W bottle.... what so funny..??''
eerrmmm.... yaaa.... for you all... this is just an ordinary bottle... and yet for me....

there is full of memories....
especially childhood memories....
my childhood memories...!!!!!!
wiiiieeee~~~~~~~~

hhhmmm...... i think i am not going to write my childhood memories here.... hehezx...
*am i stingy..??*
of course not laa...

it's just due to..... if i gonna write it.....
i have to ''pull'' them out of my brain and gonna write with ''lau-zy'',, broken english here.....

are you sure... you all gonna read a ''lau-zy'' post with no points and also broken english post...?????
hehex....

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Life can be one sactisfaction after another if we let it. All glory comes from daring to begin. Imagination is more important than knowledge.

hehex...^^

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