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vivIen(low viven), 17, 13fEB91, aQuarIus, *complicated person, *weird personality, *good listener, *love music...[no music no life], *fall in love with mUsIc InstrUmEnts, *musician wanna be...

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Thursday, December 28, 2006

today.... i got my PMR result..... damn sad la.... of course it was bad.... dont know how to describe my feeling that time.... i felt so nervous[everyone also got abit 1....] and a little bit excited[cause i have to know my result dy...](so contradict ya...) haizzzz..... when i got to know my result..... i dont know i should be happy or sad.... happy cause in our school only 12 people got 8 A's....[so... i got this result also not too bad mah....] sad cause i had dissapointed my parents..... another sad reason was...my friend got abit bad then me...[hey, friend...we are in the same ship..... so dont be sad.... i will be beside you whenever you need me...(you will know who i am talking...)] this morning...when my teacher gave me the result...my heart was jumped out of my body....and it's bleeding that time.....but i force myself to :) smile....but actually i was crying in my deep heart....i just tried to be happy with my result....and i tried to comfort ourself with those things that are positive...like....uhm....at least we can get in to the class that we want....uhm.....at least the result today we got is better than our result in the class....uhm...at least we didnt fail any subject....at least we didnt get a ''Donkey'' in the list....at least we have tried our best to do it.... .... .....anyway.... ok... i dont wanna talk about this morning anymore..... it's damn.....[aiya...dont know how to say la...]......
ok... let's think some happy things to cheer myself up....erm....ya...tomorrow i will hang up with one of my friends.... only this friend can feel my feeling....and also the only friend that have the same idea, way of thinking, and more la... ya...one is enough... i dont like too noise, too crowded, and dont like those ''geh poh'' people....[i hate them...] i loves to be alone[sometimes] whenever i was sad, or something made me worry, or i was mad [remember when you saw my face dont have any smile...becareful...dont come near me...or i will....](aiyooo...joking only la...)
hmmfffmmmm..... next year will another year for me to go.... i dont know it will be.... but i hope it will be a whole new year....that everyone could forgot all those old things and start a new life....but it wouldnt be.... that's people thought... not mine... ... if the god can give me one thing.... all i will ask for....[i think..] is a time machine.... ... so that i can be becareful while i do anything..... and i wont try to get wrong anymore....i will try to do my best.... yet... it's just a dream.... it's impossible to happen in the real life....

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