Thursday, January 11, 2007
stress... STRess... STRESS!!!!!
just the second week of the schooling days.... i dy felt that there are too many stressss!!!!!
12 subjects leh.... not kidding 1.... espeacially add maths.... so difficult.... i also dont know what teacher teaching.... so confused.... then no mood to listen dy....
haizzz.... dont know how to survive for two years.... many teacher have advised us to think properly weather really wanna study in pure science classes.... all of them also said the same thing.... ''you must study very hard to get a Credit for SPM....'' when i heard this.... i really wanna hanged up myself dy.... cause i admit i am not that clever and not that hardworking.... even if you have dy try your best... you only can get a Credits.... then., i start to think if i really wanna change the class..??? but i was once aimed to be a doctor.... but now.... i have lose my way.... dont know which way i wanna go.... confused again....
my classmates have divided into two section....
first section is-- those really study very very very very very hard that kind.... [i guess they study 24 hours non-stop....] i think even when they are sleeping... they also keep on thinking about study....
second section is-- they are playful in their appearance.... but actuall they study by hard at home.... [in chinese can call '' bu dong sheng se'' (i think la..)] this kind of people is the most dangerous people.... [ in my mind la...]
however.... i am not in both of this two sections.... i am just a person who sat at the corner... that nobody will feel me.... [ of course i am not the ghost la...].... lolx.... till now... all form 4 pure science classes didnt take the text books yet.... yet... all those teacher almost wanna finish chapter 1 lo....
yoooo..... what the hell laaa.... i wanna study also cant.... cause i borrow school books.... die la..this time.... dont know when we get our first test.... if i m not wrong.... i heard from somebody.... there may be a test in next month.... middle of the month or end of the month.... sure die this time....
that biology teacher aaa.... damn sort 1.... just give us copy this copy that.... then told us... finish chapter 1 dy... what la.... teaching like that then i also can be a teacher lo.... somebody told me she is the only biology teacher in our school.... cheh.... yaa... i knew this.... but the only 1 who teaching like that.... teaching like wanna die liao.... what the tecnique of teaching..???? so what should i do...??? of course study by self la.... but the text books.... argghhhh!!!!! made me mad!!!!
talk about add maths again....damn difficult laaa.... some more that teacher teach like ''asap'' so fast.... how to digest ooo???? went tuition also still blurrr.... haizzz....
haizzzz..... ..... ...... .... ..... ..... keep on sigh-ing....
sighhhh..... ..... ...... ..... ......
STRESS !!!!!! get out of my life!!!!!!!!
